FearsUnspoken

I Finally got around to make a blog for my Trio (TTOC). It's Here: not-3s-company.tumblr.com/

I'm so excited. I need to finish some Bio's for them but the ask box is open if you want to drop something in there so I can get use to this whole updating less randomly. Let's hope this experiment works.

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My tumblr:  madamsabotage.tumblr.com …;
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As some of you know I have a tumblr where I reblog things I like and just randomness in general but now I've decided to make another blog. A blog strictly for my Teen Titan OCs ,Lilika, Isabella, and Raphael. I haven't played with them recently or often enough and I thought this might be a better way to organize my thoughts on it. It may very well double as an ask account, which may also help boost my progress on their story.

I've already picked a name for it too. "Three is not a crowd." I think it has a good ring to it.  

Ive also debated pulling these character out of the Teen titan universe all together and make a world all for them but it leaves so many holes to fill if I do. Then I had another idea, what if I make my own team for Lilika to be apart of. That would produce the interactions and influences my characters for their growth. ....But I'm lazy. The last thing I want to do is create even more Characters to up and abandon as soon as I get to a certain part in the story. It's just doesn't appeal to me. Then I thought, Hey, why don't I recruit other peoples OCs to make up this team? It would provide me with a bigger fanbase and allow a widened branch of scenarios and situations without being limited to my own imagination. The issue is with that is finding people willing to "roleplay" or allow me use of these characters. Another problem is the conflict that is bound to happen when different minds work on one project. What if our characters just don't interact well enough to produce anything worth wild, and just become a conflict of interest on both parties? What if we get into fights and someone ends up leaving the group? What if a million other issues occur that I haven't even thought of yet?

There's are so many variables yet to be explored. It'll take a lot of work and consideration regardless of what I chose to do. I would love some input on this. Does any of these ideas sound good or am I just going about this all the wrong way?   

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You know, I just had a realization that I should have had years ago.
There's been a lot of shit about Chick-fil-a and the owner speaking out against gay marriage and at first it was irritating. It's his own opinion that he can keep and voice, as he likes. He's in America and that is his right but I think it is incredibly unprofessional for a business to stand on an opinion completely unrelated to what they're selling.  Gay or Straight, people are still going to eat. It changes nothing. He's opinion is completely personal. Business should not be personal. It's almost like a company that sells floaters for pools voicing against abortion. That's nice and all but it has nothing to do with rather your product will keep me from drowning or not.
That's beside the point though. Back to the story.  I was irritated because I know how people would react and how it would take weeks before I stopped hearing about this. It's not that important.
It was more irritating to see my family take sides on this and unfortunately a lot of them sided with Chick-fil-a and openly admitted it on social networks and dared people to challenge their opinion. As much as I wanted to, being the Lesbian that I am, I didn't.
I hate that a stupid issues like this reminds me of my fear that my own family will reject me the day I finally decide to tell them that I'm sexually attracted to women and not men "unlike nature intended".  
And then I realized it. I shouldn't care. I shouldn't care what they think of marriage and how they somehow think that it's some sort of club that will be tainted if they let just anyone join. I shouldn't give a crap about these opinions that people turn into their own personal battlefield.  I just shouldn't care. I don't need to place sides in this. I don't need to defend and fronts. I don't even need to be apart of this.
Because, I don't believe in getting married. I have nothing against people who do and I respect their commitment but I don't believe in making commitments I can't keep. Not to say I'm an unfaithful whore and that I run around breaking people's heart. I don't. It's just so unrealistic to tell someone that you'll love them forever and that you'll be together as long as you both are in the living world if you can't honestly say that nothing will come along to change that.
I don't plan on having kids. I don't plan on becoming ridiculously wealthy or creating a great empire for someone to inherent.  I have love that one day I'll be able to give to someone and we shouldn't let these titles and concepts of how things should be, run what we do with it. That's for us to decide. We should be able to make our own and be happy with what we've made. Other people's opinions be damned.


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I think I'm an addict. Seriously people, I was off the internet for a week and I was so lost in the world. it's board-line absurd.

Every moment that I wasn't doing something that involved some measure of brainpower, I was wondering what was going on online. I wonder if this people drew anymore art, if this story was updated yet, if I'll every catch up to speed on tumblr, etc etc.

I did this to a point that I get this itching urge to get on a computer by any means. Somehow I was strong enough to push it aside and finish my work or go play a video game or something.

And I think the worse part about this is...... I don't see it as a bad thing. Not exactly. It's more of a personality quirk as I see it. Internet is apart of my life. it's my comfort zone, part of my routine. Anyone feels out of wack when they're thrown from their routine.

I think my bigger problem will be what will I ever do if the internet wasn't accessible to me. Then I'll worry about this.

Anyway: I have so much crap to do and little time to do it in(or so it feels like). TIME FOR A TO-DO LIST!  Feel free to add anything to it. It'll be fun to have random things to do.


Homework for school. (paper and printer flats.)
Drawing goodies:
                  1. character bios for trio
                   2. Gifts for
                    3. Random titanOC blowout
                      4. whatever comes to mind
Update fanfiction
:buletblack: (something else needs to be added here.)

I have such a headache right now. I can't really think hard on this. So just... comment on things you want me to add to the list. The absurdity might motivate me to actually do some of them.

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So I finally got my sketches scanned and I've downloaded Sai to try it out since this computer doesn't have photoshop. Let's see how this works out. ADVENTURE!

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